Wickedness

Compete with her as I always did
She surpassed my each and every attempt
The more I wanted to defeat her
The stronger she got
I wanted to pull her down and reign on her throne
I wanted to enjoy all that she owned and devastate her
But she always managed to be ahead of me
I was mad with jealousy
But she remained content

Then one day
Life took a U-Turn and turned in my favor
I got all what she had
I got all what I had longed for
Then I was the center of everything
The world revolved around me
I enjoyed every bit of the attention
I had longed for
I made her life living hell
and laughed at her misery

But when I look into the mirror
I notice something amiss
Among all the richness of the Universe
I find myself lonely
The wickedness of my inner self
Ooh!!! It can kill me
Her prying listless eyes, haunt me
What have I done to myself is what I ask
Is this what I had always wanted???
I was better a pauper than a queen....