Atom

We are just a little atom out there
Have you ever wondered
Even after all the amazing things
We call as modern and advanced
We all are just that tiny little atom
With our needs being as basic as
 Food, clothing and shelter alone
With the psychological and safety needs
adding to it

A minuscule creature
In the large expanse of this Universe
We continue to go through the same
Set of emotions all the time
Love, anger, disgust, frustration,
Enmity, sympathy,
And then love again
And still don't know how to get rid of them
Love is really something
Which this material world revolves around
Only if we could rid ourselves of it
I think we would be called GOD

U didn’t like it though

U didn’t like it though

U saw that I am happy

U saw that I m successful

You observed every bit of my progress

But u never congratulated me

U actually never liked it

You never liked me progress

You just wanted me to be a slave, your slave

All your life doing nothing but serving you

But I am so sorry

I can’t take that shit anymore

I thought you loved me

I thought you so loved me…..

It was all fake

I was in an illusion

I can’t be that sweet

And don’t you dare think

That I would fall for you again

Coz things that are gone are meant to be gone

I can’t take the selfish you back in my life

Who thinks I am just imitational decor

Helplessness

Today I understood How helpless can I be

Couldn’t save a soul being wretched just in front of me

A small puppy it was being circled by a huge ferocious one

The dear GP so close to my heart

He came running towards me

With his soft tiny paws he was trying to pull my dress drawing attention

I bowed down to pat him and was puzzled by his fearful expression

Then suddenly the big beast came from behind and pounced on him

Trying to rip him apart, I thought it would just tear him today..:'(

And I just stood there completely petrified, flabbergasted and have never felt so helpless

I just stood there shouting but couldn’t help get the poor thing out of it

Thanks to a braveheart who came to its rescue

That the little soul was finally saved

I stood there shivering as scared as he was

An when I took him in my arms I realized

It’s at that particular moment, at that very moment I realized

How helpless man is….

He just can’t have a control over everything

I felt helpless. completely helpless….

The power up there has a control over every being

HE can anytime do whatever HE wants

But HE has blessed us with those Angels

They take care of us at every step

Right from we take our first breath till the time they are alive

They cannot see a bruise on our knees

The amount of pain they go through seeing me hurt or upset

Is now when I realize how they feel

I realize that it’s them we must never hurt

The entire human race revolves around that 1 single thing called LOVE

We are completely useless, null and void without it

Our sole existence rests on the one single most thing called LOVE

Attachment is something we can never rid ourselves from

Paradox

How some days differ from the usual ones
We don't realize
There are days when
You are tied up with A hundred things
And just want to grab a cup of hot coffee

Fresh air is what you need
These are the times when
People are making you mad
You are just too worked up
And want to bash
Every person around you

These are the testing times....
And then, there are times
When you are totally alone
Completely at peace with
The world and yourself

And this is the exact time
When you are thinking of
The busy schedule you had once
You suddenly start missing
All the excitement around

The adrenaline rush you got
When you achieved
The smallest possible target set
Your heart starts wanting All of that
You actually start loving your enemy
And feel his way of defeating you was
So unfailingly unfair, but cute

This makes me realize
What a pathetic social animal
Man is!!!
He can't stay with or without people
He loves, hates, cares, ignores
Fights, defeats, wins, loses,
Abuses, smiles, cries, hugs,
Wipes tears and cries along again....

But there is no way he overcomes it
And maybe the day
He overcomes all this
He maybe called GOD!!!

Conversation

He says, "Change your nature, it will harm you in life"
I say, "I can't help it, its a genetic problem"
He says, "Its no use being so stubborn about things and trying to prove your point always"
I say, "But I am not wrong, rather everyone else is!!! I am following the right path"

He says, "But tht is not how the society works,
You need to understand that. Be silent, be quiet and don't be such a fire"
I say, "Which means you stay silent and let things happen the way they do,
Let the bad guys out rule you"

To which He says, "You are not here to change the world,
You are here to live and live well...
Protect yourself all the way from what is wrong
Don't get involved in it and don't let it affect you in any manner
Be good and Do good
And if anyone tries to disrupt your peace of mind
Don't leave them, destroy their happiness"

But then, again, I tell him the same thing, "This isn't how it should be,
This isn't right because you are not standing up for what the right thing is.."
He says, "But this is how it works,
LEARN THE RULES OR QUIT THE GAME
Learn them fast as life does not give you chances again and again"

I am clueless to what I tell him now
I don't have an answer to what he says
Maybe I must learn the rules of this game now
Maybe, this is how it actually works...

Puppet

Everyone tells me to grow
They want me to grow fast
Be smart, mature and intelligent like them
They want me to think like they do
Make decisions and be independent

So I abide by that and be
more mature than my age
And do whatever they feel
Is the right thing to do

I think, I evaluate,
I implement, I CONCLUDE
I do what I feel is right
And now they say
I have outgrown my age

I behave over smart to make my own decisions
Then why did I get the liberty in the first place?
These confused lot of elders I tell you
They don't let you live the way you want
And eventually blame you for your lack of individuality
And that tint of uniqueness

Am I not a free spirited person?
Or do I still behave like a
Lifeless PUPPET in their hands??

Viciousness

He always takes away the people I like the most and
He continues to do that over and over again
Never does He get tired of the fact that
Atleast once He must let go of his habit

But as it is said habits are difficult to break
So too never do I get tired of trying to defy Him
But I seldom succeed
Maybe He is right in taking away people
who are not worth the effort

But then, why does it pain deep down inside
At the loss of these people
How do I make myself understand
That they were never mine

But just a dangerous spider web which
Kept me enticed for a short span of time
Why the same thing again and again???